Listless

It's hard making lists when you don't have anything

you want

when you don't have anything

to look forward to

Lists need a reason to be made

so what do you put down

when you have no reasons to 

no desire to

put together a bunch of things that you think are important

and need to be remembered

Feel Like Me

Looking for the words to express how I feel
Feels like looking into a dark pit and trying to drag up its contents with my mind
There are few things more frustrating for me
To not be the master of my feelings
To not know what to call the tingles in my body
No control over it
I'm chained to myself and my thoughts, with no hope
Hoping for a release
A miracle solution to make you understand

Maybe I should just make you feel like me.

It's real

A struggle against your strongest opponent,
Your lesser self,
Breaks tradition,
Leading to increases in wish fulfillment.

blargh

Sometimes there's just nothing peaceful about silence

They say silence is golden, because each word you hold back is another year of your life

Time is money, yah know?

You pay to preserve that peace that you so desperately crave

To avoid that conflict that you so avidly avoid

You stay muet and the opportunities pass you by

 

Grace

What does change mean
in the face of a constantly changing landscape
The primordial ooze seeping forward
towards a future that already exists
waiting for the inevitability of existence
but knowing that they are stuck
wanting to move forward
but always being ahead
waiting for the present
to find its way
For all were lost before they were found

draft 2:
Today something changed
but it didn't matter
The world's inhabitants seeped forward
but I was already there
I've been waiting for them to catch up
because I can only go so far by myself
I need the masses
to tame the darkness ahead
I can only hope to continue to guide them forward
onto the path of of justice
For all were lost before they were found


draft 1:
Today something changed
but it didn't matter
The world's inhabitants seeped forward
giving way to change
but I was already there
I've been waiting for them to catch up
because I can only go so far by myself
I need the masses
to tame the darkness ahead
I can only hope to continue to guide them forward
onto the path of equality, of justice
For all was lost before they were found

profanity

SHOW ME YOUR THEODOLITE

I see too deep

All I see is dark Chasms reflecting darkness Can't be sure what's there