Jitterbug

Creature jitters inside me
Or really it's just me jitters
My jitters
Just vibrating, brimming with some sort of
energy?
Something like that
A heightened sense of awareness of an internal construct
propped up, made up entirely
out of speculation
I can't help but hold myself in place
Unable to move
one way or another
Just shiver and wait
Until I'm jittered out
So I can give in
To exHaustion

Listless

It's hard making lists when you don't have anything

you want

when you don't have anything

to look forward to

Lists need a reason to be made

so what do you put down

when you have no reasons to 

no desire to

put together a bunch of things that you think are important

and need to be remembered